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so after rereading all of my old entries... i feel like a moron...
pft to the past screw you! ON WITH THE FUTURE!
*plots evil plans to take over the world* mwhahaha
okay back to being a nerd and playing wow
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a year ago....

i wrote this blog on march 1st of 2006....
and i still feel this way a year later...

"Some people are settling down, some people are settling, and some people refuse to settle for anything less... than butterflies"
and that is how i feel about dennis...

the butterflys are still here...
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its been a while

its been 11 months and its been a pain in the butt its been rough and its been amazing and worth all the trouble. i love him.. i really do.. and this love wont die and hopefully some day in the future i will get to experience in full bloom.
and the fact that hes not blocking that possiblity out is awesome. its so hard being patient though. but im trying im trying real hard it just gets more difficult each day though. because i want to be with him so bad. i just want to be in his arms holding him knowing that everything is gonna be okay and that we are gonna be together. i love him so much and i know he cares for me too but he cant express it right now or it will hold him back and i cant do that to him.
someday... i really hope i can experience what the full beauty and the full experience of what this can be and has the potential to be.

last year..

happy new year...
last year was by far the best year of my life. I made some amazing friends I was in the most wacky none relationship relationship if that makes any sense but i loved every moment of it. i had some awesome parties made some amazing bannanas foster graduated from college broke a boys heart which i feel awlful for doing but realized what i really wanted is that screwed up relationship that i had before it was when i was the most happiest. i had the most awesomest birthday lost my best friends but got them back and decided im staying in cal. it was a long year and alot of stuff happend but it was by far the best year of my life and i had some of the best times ever this past year ive never been happier in my life. i have the most amazing friends any one could ever ask for
hopefully 2007 will be just as amazing

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i guess its official...


i applyed for graduation today...

why the hell they need the bookstores signature i will never know...

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so the date was absolutly amazingly fun!!!!
joe took me to the zoo and to pf changs!!! and we had so much fun being goofy and taking stupid pictures and just having fun!! while we were waiting for our table at pf changs we went over to barnes and nobel and we both picked books for each other to read and we went to the kiddy section and sat at the little picnic tables and read each others books it was so awesome and perfect!! yay i cant wait for date number 2!!!! and ive never been out with a guy that has opend and shut the car door for me every single time and that really kind of ment alot to me as lame as that sounds. but wow it was such a great fun afternoon/night!!