and the fact that hes not blocking that possiblity out is awesome. its so hard being patient though. but im trying im trying real hard it just gets more difficult each day though. because i want to be with him so bad. i just want to be in his arms holding him knowing that everything is gonna be okay and that we are gonna be together. i love him so much and i know he cares for me too but he cant express it right now or it will hold him back and i cant do that to him.
someday... i really hope i can experience what the full beauty and the full experience of what this can be and has the potential to be.